[ He nods, smiles, even makes it believable; he promised Phil he'd be okay, that no matter what happened he'd pick himself up and carry on, and it shouldn't be any different to the other times he's had to.

But he doesn't delude himself into thinking he'll come back, the Natasha here isn't even his Natasha - nothing's that simple. ]

Guess I'm gonna be needing more of those cooking lessons from you, can't live on these things forever, however amazing they are.