so that's a no to the entire thing. i respect that.
[She really does. Maybe if the City hadn't broken her heart so many times this summer and continued to stomp on the shards, she could have approached him differently. But Angela's no fool; she's not putting her hand in the snake pit again so soon.]
[ And it's not. He knows how easy it is to get hurt, and he's so used to being alone, the job taking over. Plus, if she knew half the things he's done, she might feel differently. ]
[Her moralistic view of things has never been black and white, more varying shades of gray, flexible as she sees fit. If she ever knew the whats and whys, she'd understand. But that doesn't matter now.]
[ Because he knows he drinks more here, after everything he saw before coming, but because he spends a lot of time alone, and the ticking is always louder then. ]
[She partied hard before, but now she doesn't even party. Here, she drinks to drown out the ticking, the loneliness, the constant feeling of being abandoned.]
[ He doesn't ask what it was that started it, he can guess well enough, but he doesn't exactly close the subject off if she wants to bring anything forward. ]
It's got a nasty way of doing that to people. But, hey, if you're gonna do it, might as well do it with company, right? And I'd be offended if you got the party started without me.
aren't you supposed to lead me away from temptation, not encourage me into it?
[Besides, if she had company, she wouldn't feel the need to drink so much, at least until she's so far gone that she passes out and can't hear the ticking.]
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[She really does. Maybe if the City hadn't broken her heart so many times this summer and continued to stomp on the shards, she could have approached him differently. But Angela's no fool; she's not putting her hand in the snake pit again so soon.]
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[ And it's not. He knows how easy it is to get hurt, and he's so used to being alone, the job taking over. Plus, if she knew half the things he's done, she might feel differently. ]
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didn't think it was. seriously, it's fine.
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[And maybe not to care so much anymore. That feels impossible.]
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[ But Clint loves her the way she is, and next time he sees her in person he's going to hug her. ]
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[ But that doesn't mean he's not worried. ]
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sometimes.
[She doesn't even know why she's telling him. Maybe it's time she spoke up more.]
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[ Because he knows he drinks more here, after everything he saw before coming, but because he spends a lot of time alone, and the ticking is always louder then. ]
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[She partied hard before, but now she doesn't even party. Here, she drinks to drown out the ticking, the loneliness, the constant feeling of being abandoned.]
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It's got a nasty way of doing that to people. But, hey, if you're gonna do it, might as well do it with company, right? And I'd be offended if you got the party started without me.
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[Besides, if she had company, she wouldn't feel the need to drink so much, at least until she's so far gone that she passes out and can't hear the ticking.]
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[ He's hoping that the excuse to push himself on her will be enough for now. ]
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You make a pass, in your drunken state?
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